I've been where you're at. I have been stressed out to the MAX!!! I went through people lying, belittling or just hated me for no reason. I felt as though I was no good and wanted to truly give up on my family and more importantly Me. People wanted to hurt me because of some lies that someone decided to open their mouth to spread for no apparent reason. I have been hurt and ran over because my feeling didn't count. There were others that though I was not human so in their world, I was none existent!